YOU

I've know you almost five year,but our relationship is complicated. Previously,you often call me and talk about your sadness and also happy matters. I'm glad be your listener. BUT, pardon me. I'm just treat you as my best friend because i am fall in love to a guy same school with me. I also don't know why i love that guy, maybe he handsome, clever or else at that time with my taste.

After i know you almost two year more i fall in love with you.But you in the relationship with a girl when you working at KL. That girl is older than you, maybe is your type at that time. In the originally, i don't know why you ain't call me, is your neighbor, my friend let me know you are in the relationship with a girl older than you. I would like OMG. Isn't the god kidding me? Why when i fall in love with you but you in the relationship. I really.....sigh~

I'll think it over, i fall in love with you yet? can i forget you easily? or i want let you know? The answer is NO...NO...NO!!! That's not his fault is yours!!! please don't blame on him...!!! All is the timing...the timing we know each other is wrong! the timing he love me is wrong! the timing i love him is wrong! ALL WRONG!!! GOD NO BLESS ME!!!

Sometime our relationship like friend, but sometime we like over friendship. Because you, i really suffer. Everyday think of you, the matters we happened, the sadness, happy and also........ Sometime i think isn't our relationship complicated is because our home very near? I can easily find a person accompany me? i can easily find a person be my driver? i can easily find a person help me? i don't know, maybe this is the reason to explain it...!!!    

This year we've many first time. I first time spent Christmas eve with you and my secondary school classmate. first time met my classmate. they said you are polite guy, although no join us but will say goodbye to them when leave. first time movie with you. first time having supper with you at MacDonald. you first time hug me. we first time interdigitate. i first time give you goodbye kiss. all this will be my sweet memory with you. i won't forget it. i try to forget once, but very hard so all this better be my sweet memory.

Seriously, i like the time spent with you. i like the place with you.i like the moment with you. i like the conversation with you. i like everything about you. i think you are the guy i will not forget forever, although we are incomprehension each other.

ME GUSTA