I don't know...maybe that is wrong!!! At the beginning to the end you never understand me... I want ask you that question not because the few day we are together not because i love the moment when with you is because i already like you for a time!!! only you don't know about this...
you don't know i use almost one week to make the decision...you don't know i want rush back to KD is because you, i scare i will date you if i at seremban...you don't know i get drunk is because you, just a half pint i very hard...you don't know all about this...!!!
That night i really don't know how to ask you...why u don't take it serious when i want ask you... after i don't want ask why you keep on ask me the pointless question!!! When i said serious please don't take it is a joke...it very hurt!!!
Finally you know i am angry, you know i wanna cry but sorry i already no mood to ask you that question...you try to hold my hand,you try to hug me tight,you try to ask me isn't i want ask you,you love me or not? but at the same time i try to escape,i try to push you away from me...i'm very fatigue, seriously!!!
when you kiss me,i don't have any feeling...I don't know why...Who can tell me why...Maybe as my sista said,is because i already fed up so i can't felt my heartbeat violently...!!! ya...that is my first kiss...a kiss without any feeling... i push you not because i hate yours behave is because without any feeling...
finally, we calm down...you keep on say sorry, i just at aside...i don't know what response i can give you...when you get out from the car you just say give you some time...i don't know why...maybe this 'time' can give us to consideration isn't we are love each other...or maybe this 'time' can give me to consideration isn't you are the mr.right
Give me a answer,please!!! i'm very suffer!!! i get hurt better than i am waiting your answer... I am aries, when i get hurt i can use the shorter time to cure...no worries...i just want a answer...!!!
i will not forget this night 4/5/2012
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