CHANGE

YUP…Finally I got a job and got a pack timetable. It really packs for me 8:00am till 5:00pm and lunch for 1hour, a week working 5day and half. I must wake up at 6:30am and have a shower, foundation, sunblock, and also my breakfast. Emm…I think my breakfast healthier than previous, milo kosong+2 eggs+bread. But my constipation still unchanged…damn it!!!

Now my life style healthier than previously, sleep before 11:00pm and wake up around 6:30am. Although hard to sleep early and wake up early, but I must adapt as fast as I can because it good for me and I must do it…!!! 

I like the air in the morning, it fresh. 

I like the sunset in the morning, it warm. 

I like nature…:)

     

The place I working is sell car spare part and at industry area so I no need waste money for a parking…^^ my outfit is no short pant and no slipper. it doesn't suit for me because very hot and a bit formal than usual. my task is check statement, check invoice, check cash sale for the previous year, sometime they will give me some statement to calculate. The entire task is about accounting, but I every time mistaken…!!! OMG!!! Are you learning accounting before? Why always mistaken, I blame on myself...:(

  

I thought I got a pack timetable I won’t miss him, think about him and I can forget everything that unhappy with him…!!! But it doesn’t work!!! Really doesn’t work!!! I miss him. I wanna see him. Yup… I admit it!!! He gave me many happiness. Yup...he did!! But at the same time, he also gave me many bruise. 

That day I was having lunch at the place near his working place. When I leave I see him at the opposite street, but I don’t know why my heartbeat fast like heart attract and my hand sweat also…WHY? WHY? WHY? I can’t clam down…!!! I run back to my car and try to calm down…!!! 

We met again…no!!! is I met him again, when back home at the traffic light his car beside me but I can’t saw him because his tinted glass is very dark and he use another way back home. Maybe he is keep away from me. It very hurt...!!!

My lifestyle change. My outfit change. My breakfast change. 

Everything is change but only him in my heart is unchange...